The Way To Love

My Life Through A Kaleidoscope

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I thunk the main reason rehab’s fail is because they are forcing their beliefs on us. The government could pay for this kind of rehab: you get two choices, you either get high or you get clean. But here’s where it gets simple- its guaranteed, You’re guaranteed to get clean if you follow the directions exactly.Or you’re guaranteed to fuck your life up by relying on drugs, or maybe things did work out. ¬†Either way, you have to be 100% aware on (some level) of your actions, The population gets paid for taking drugs and endangering their health but they are controlled by the Government until they want to stay clean. New opportunities will arise and you will do better in your daily tasks.

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From The Rules of the Game…

From The Rules Of The Game…

It doesn’t matter if we make it or not.
We always win.
Because God is always here.
We are always free.
I always love you my children. As you will always love me. And it is so.

That’s how love was created. With the strength to last forever. The beauty of the all.

Save My Life

I tell myself
You can’t do anything right
You aren’t worth the fight
But I’m not going to save my life like
this

So just understand
Its out of my hands
Until I decide to let it go
Put it in a box and send it down the line
It just may save my life

I’m not gonna give this away so easily
I had to realize there is so much pain
But also so much beauty in the world
It makes my heart ache from the pure love in the air

I just may make the same wrong choices
Until I learn I’m worth the fight
The universe wants the sun to shine on me

Like a twister in the night
I found the solution in plain sight
Oh it isn’t hard to decide
And this just may save my life

Everything is good
Nothing is wrong
And all I want
All I want is
Love

And this is the last time I’m gonna make this decision
I’m gonna put this feeling away
And it just may save my life
It just may save my life

Love will save us.
It just may save my life.

Battle Scars

I’m fighting silently every day
Makes me wanna run away
Far far away from here
Just trying to quell my fears leaves me drowning

Forever is never long enough for me to find that love that I’m seeking
I just want to soar like an eagle
Above the world I know
Into the light so I may go free

So I’m telling you I’m not going
The world around me is melting into one big disaster
I’ll run even faster
And my battle scars will keep me running

I feel so empty sometimes
Like the light is so far away
But then I feel His love
Fighting to keep me alive
And I cry

I fall into His grace
He flies me away from this place
So take a bow
You’re the one who will never know how I survive

And I pray and I play and I fight and I will never give up on this life
But my battle scars keep me grounded
Only I know that I can fix this

Keep keepin’ on
Make the move to show you can
I won’t ever leave again
If you promise you’ll always love me

My battle scars keep me alive
They show the world I am me
Forever grateful I will be
My battle scars are savin me

Yeah my battle scars are saving me

So Far Away

Sometimes
The city seems to come alive
And sometimes I cry even though I don’t know why
And I run…

The sun shines and I cry
The world seems like a scary place
I feel like flying
Far away from here

So pack your bags, don’t be afraid.
Life is a test only we can take
Spinning around in my head
I’m gonna take the pain away
So far away

I’ve been in love for a while now
Just as the demons I buried came back to life
I think its safe to say I’m falling
Just looking to be set free

God once told me love was enough
I think the question is how much do we really need
As long as you promise to stay I have a chance
I’ll make it day by day

I’ve been on my own for a while now
I’ve faced my fears with my head held high
I’m gonna take the pain away
So far away

Follow me to bliss
Melancholy dreams
Faking all our wounds

I’m gonna make the pain go away
I’ll be OK
So far away

I’ll make it this time
So far away

Just Stay

There’s so much going through my head
Running with scissors against everything I dread
I just wanna scream out that I hurt
And be the man I am when nobody’s around
I see a tiny white light
And set my camera to zoom

But Oh baby did you rock my world
I’ve never felt a love like yours
And now I never want it to end
I’ve fallen for you I can’t pretend

Cuz when you hold me close
It feels like my whole world is right there in your arms
But those demons come back and I hide behind those masks
It could be so easy if I could just stay away from those razorblades

Hey baby I know we can work this out
You let me down but I’m still in your heart
Just stay with me and we won’t be led astray
Baby just stay

We’ve both made mistakes and broke that trust
Life will never be the same but I just know we can do this
Our love is stronger than any mess we’ve made

So don’t cry but if you must
You can cry in my arms
This is the end game and now baby
Just stay
Baby just stay

The light at the end of your last day
Makes the rest seem so far away
There’s a story behind those eyes
I’m here to find out exactly why
You run away when I wanna hold you close

That fear inside I’ll quell with my love
So don’t turn away baby, just stay
Tell me you’ll stay
Baby please stay

Him

And as I lay down to sleep, I dream of a place that seems so faraway.
Warmth and love envelops me
And I am safe
And I am free
And I don’t want to leave

But we all need to see
And experience that which eludes us
Faith be rampant and judgment be damned
He loves us and I love Him
His love keeps me strong
And unafraid
No matter how far away it seems we are
And how far apart we seem to be
I know He is always inside of me
And we are one.

Destiny

Every time you leave I wonder
If you’re with him again
and if you’re doing it like you were when I found out then
I feel so damn betrayed
This situation has got to end
Leave or stay I want you this way
I love the way you call me weird
The way it feels to have your heart near my head
I wish it never had to end
So I’m getting through this like a trooper
You’re here with me, I won’t lose you
We can make it if you promise me you’ll stay
Honesty lights the way
Tell me you love me and I’ll find it in my heart to forgive your mistake
It’s not going to end that way
Time stops and I think I may not make it through
Then I see the light shines through
I love you and you love me
We’re making it through
It’s our destiny

Blessed And Broken Road Final Edit

I want to be the best
Live my life and pass this test
I feel as if it’s useless some days
But I know better ways
To make it through the day
Then the tireless hours I spent
Putting drugs in my veins

I know I can live a life of pleasure
With much happiness, without measure
So I take an oath to be strong
I’ll get along
Along the blessed and broken road

Teach me how to be happy without the vices I have near me
I need to be pure
Love myself to the highest degree
Happiness and my sanity
Allowing me to share my love with thee

I love the feeling of flying
Flying into oblivion
It’s not as scary as I once thought
I think sometimes we all need some escape

But I need to be pure
Love myself to the highest degree
Happiness and harmony
Along the blessed and broken road

I’ll find myself in love
With a little help from above
I need love
Along the blessed and broken road

Blessed And Broken Road

I want to be the best
Live my life and pass this test
I feel as if it’s useless some days
But I know better ways
To make it through the day
Then the tireless hours I spent
Putting drugs in my veins

I know I can live a life of pleasure
With much happiness, without measure
So I take an oath to be strong
I’ll get along
Along the blessed and broken road

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